A Fresh Start
The chilling breeze coming from the
window, the scent of morning grass, the warmth of the early sunlight flooding
the room, the noise of clashing dishes and pans together with the wail of the
boiling kettle, the delicious smell of eggs and bacon and the morning news in
TV. Does it sound familiar? It sure does. After the never ending hangovers of
summer, all are hands up for the first day of school. At last! We’ve all back
to reality, to stop dreaming fairytales, to stop imagining beautiful sceneries
with fresh air, lashing trees and picturesque
place. No more white-sand beaches. No more late night movies. No more
hangouts. It has all ended. We’ve all back to reality, to take off our beach
outfits, to wake up early in the morning, to gaze at our books, pens on the
desks, papers everywhere. Kiss Boracay goodbye and say hello to MSU-IIT.
Just like any first day of school, I
was awakened as early as 5 in the morning to a day full of packing and loading
up. It wasn’t an ordinary first day because it was my first day being in
college; being in a university; being in the portals of MSU-IIT. It’s hard to
believe that I am now at this stage, but it sure it does.
No more cute pink pencil case in the
bag, no more cute wheels attach in the bag, no more characterized lunch box, no
more plenty books and notebooks to bring. It’s just a piece of paper, one pen,
one binder notebook and sometimes a book. Yes! I could define college as that.
It is pretty nervous about huge
transformation. The difference between college and high school is like one
extra to the other. Because in college there are some things that are pleasant
but not pleasant in high school, otherwise there are things that are unpleasant
in college but very pleasant in high school.
As I enter the gates in MSU-IIt, mixed
of emotions run in my veins: eagerness, courage, excitement and most of all
nervous. I was nervous because I do not know how to socialize. I really don’t
know how to make the first move. Well it’s very important in college to be able
to socialize with others, to share yourself to others and to make a new set of
friends where you would be able to express who you really are. I am afraid also
that I could not stand in my own for I am very independent with my friends and
my parents. I never tried to go to the city without any friends at my side. I
never tried going to mall to buy my own stuffs alone. I can’t. I am afraid.
That’s why I’m having a hard time being in college. I am also afraid to where I
would be going, where would be my designated room, what place is this, and what
place is that. I actually don’t have any idea where CASS, CBAA and CSM and all
others is and especially where “TBA” is. Funny right? I’m from Iligan City and yet I never been to
tour this place before.
Those where just a few of my
stumbling block in my first day in the university. But as days passed, I able
to handle it all. I made a lot of friends. I met new people with different
personalities and I learn how to share with them. I already used to the
different parts in the campus. I was able to walk on my own with courage on
it. I learn to be independent on my own,
for I can only trust my own self. I can now buy the things I want alone. I can
face my professors and talk to them with a straight face.
College really is a stepping stone. A
stepping stone that allows us to venture different possibilities in life and
learn how to break away from our parents to become more independent.
The first week of college was a
breeze. As I say to myself “Happy Independence Day to me. Welcome to college
life, where more freedom, more fun, less rules, but yet more responsibilities
to make. A fresh start of fun and sorrow, laughter and tears, failures and
success.”